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A Sisters Understanding.I come to you with a heavy heart and saddened eyes for I think of you as blood family and yet you have not been treated as such. I have pushed you to the side my dear one and I am sorry. It is not my fault that I have done this I am not asking you to forgive me or excuse my actions I just want understanding from you that this was not intention of me to treat you is such a way.A Sisters Understanding.
I love you my dear one very much and I want you to know that. I ask of you to please have patience with me and just please know that you are my family and blood and my sister and I miss you and I feel as though I have let the evil of my past try
by ~Isabella0184
WALLSWalls are up and I am trying to knock them down ... Every time that they are starting to come down and I feel that I can breathe it never fails I seem to find them up again and I will knock them down no matter what happens I will keep striving to knock them down. I need to remember that in order to be truly pleased with myself I need to be strong for myself and to keep on pushing and be a tough little solider and make myself proud and not be a failure and run the risk of disappointing the others around me and mostly myself.WALLS
I tend to do that at times and it is not fair to them as it is also not fair to me at all. I am just not as
by ~Isabella0184
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| Hello Everyone ! I am 25 yrs old I live in the USA,IL. I like to dance listen to music and party and meet new people and just chill with friends and family. I like to write poetry and I like to read , watch movies, karaoke,time to myself , sleeping lol . I am here for friendship I am in a relationship with a wonderful guy he is the one that I have been wanting and been praying for. So I feel that one can never have to many friends. I also am a firm believer in that there truly is one in this world for everyone one heart one soul to walk beside you. I am also here to release and hopefully fight off the demons that I have been trying to fight alone for so many years ... I am also hoping to gain enough trust in ppl that I wont be feeling that I am gonna end up getting hurt, then again if I truly felt that way I would not have even bothered at all with this, I use poetry to help me get rid of the negative energy that I feel mostly towards myself and sometimes I get inspired by other peoples works I may also post some of my favorite quotes and or sayings.. some of my work is a little dark and is not for the faint at heart this is heavy stuff and very personal and straight from my soul. I also do not sugar coat I say what is on my mind and what I feel I am warning you now some people say that I am a bitch but I feel that if nobody hears the honest truth how can we all expect to be genuine and truthful and expect to be treated fairly if all we ever do is lie to make the other person feel good. I am studying on Westwood College Online I am getting my BA in Criminal Justice I want to use the degree to work with the FBI for cyber security and Indenity Theft. If you want to chat or need someone to listen I am here BTW by chat. Be mature use the brain that you have for good not bad. Feel free to check out my profile . Ciao BellaXo |
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- Current Residence: My world
- deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL
- Print preference: Script
- Interests: Music, Poetry, Reading, Dancing, Signing, being with my friends - my REAL family, My loving boyfiren
- Favourite movie: Dinsey - Snow White Non Disney Ferris Buellers Day Off.
- Favourite band or musician: Eveanesance & Seether
- Favourite genre of music: pop. rock, metal, country
- Favourite artist: Mariah Carey & Micheal Jackson
- Favourite poet or writer: Shakespear
- Favourite photographer: N/A
- Favourite style of art: all kinds - That is the beauty of art it speaks in so many different ways.
- Operating System: Emachine - Laptop
- MP3 player of choice: IPOD
- Shell of choice: Jonathons loving arms
- Wallpaper of choice: Pictures of people I hold dear to my heart.
- Skin of choice: Mine - has been for the past 25 goin on 26 years.
- Favourite game: Solitare
- Favourite gaming platform: PS2
- Favourite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse
- Personal Quote: "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder"
- Tools of the Trade: My eyes they speak when I can not speak.
- Website: http://advatars.imvu.com/bellasnowwhitemeliss
- Email: BellaMelissa0184@aol.com
- AIM: BellaMelissa0184
- MSN: BellaSnowWhiteChic84@live.com
- Yahoo: MR0184
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I am in the following clubs:
Warhammer 40k club[link]
and anti art theft group[link]
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You want to know what lies deep within my heart of hearts? Look into my eyes the eyes are the window to the soul and mine are no exception to this rule.
BellaXO
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Never remembered, never forgotten..
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Anatidaephobia -- the fear that somewhere, somehow, a duck is watching you.
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Whenever Caz is in peril I rush off to her rescue!
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You want to know what lies deep within my heart of hearts? Look into my eyes the eyes are the window to the soul and mine are no exception to this rule.
BellaXO
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You want to know what lies deep within my heart of hearts? Look into my eyes the eyes are the window to the soul and mine are no exception to this rule.
BellaXO
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